we broke up! you broke my heart into pieces, you killed me, you make me feel that i'm the worst girl in this fucking world ! you know already that i can't imagine my life without you. i don't deserve you i deserve better than you ! you killed a heart that it love you more than itself, i believe now that there'is no happy endings.
i wanna move on but i can't i just can't i don't know the reason but i can't ! I love you enough maybe you give me so much things to remember you, maybe it's my fault because i love you more than love could be !
Damn,no escape from the storm inside of me ! telling myself everything is gonna be okay... :(
please don't let me go because i'll never let you go : you are the missing part of me ....
I love you !
dimanche 26 janvier 2014
Quelque chose qui m'a arraché le coeur....! :(
En Bref : je t'aime
J'ai jamais vécu ce sentiment sauf avec toi, j'ai sentis que j'appartiens plus a moi, tu es mon obsession. l'idée de t'oublier est impossible car tu possède dejà tout mes pensées, et je vais jamais imaginer ma vie sans toi! Te perdre c'est mourir silencieusement... :) Je souffre sans toi et je songe a ma solitude.
Je te veux pour moi a jamais, et jamais je n'accepterai te partager avec n'importe qui !!
Merde, t'es précieux et si cher .. tu n'es pas comme les autres.. t'es unique et tu seras toujours unique.
Notre histoire ne ressemble a aucune telle, tu es l'homme qui a arraché mon cœur, qui a pris mon esprit, et qui m'a poussé à la folie .
Tu étais la source de mon bonheur et maintenant t'es le synonyme de mon malheur !
Le plus important que j'ai pris une leçon de morale de ta part : c'est de ne jamais donner mon tout pour ne perdre tout .
éeeeh me voila, perdu, seule, épuisé,faible, cœur brisé ...!
Tu as choisi ta destination mais moi j'ai pas choisi mon destin
tu m'as montré un homme que tu caches au fond de toi et je te jure que personne ne pourrai l’apercevoir.
Enfin, et après tout je ne regrette pas et si j'ai envie de retourner en arrière je vais changer rien sauf que tu me mériterais .
J'ai jamais vécu ce sentiment sauf avec toi, j'ai sentis que j'appartiens plus a moi, tu es mon obsession. l'idée de t'oublier est impossible car tu possède dejà tout mes pensées, et je vais jamais imaginer ma vie sans toi! Te perdre c'est mourir silencieusement... :) Je souffre sans toi et je songe a ma solitude.
Je te veux pour moi a jamais, et jamais je n'accepterai te partager avec n'importe qui !!
Merde, t'es précieux et si cher .. tu n'es pas comme les autres.. t'es unique et tu seras toujours unique.
Notre histoire ne ressemble a aucune telle, tu es l'homme qui a arraché mon cœur, qui a pris mon esprit, et qui m'a poussé à la folie .
Tu étais la source de mon bonheur et maintenant t'es le synonyme de mon malheur !
Le plus important que j'ai pris une leçon de morale de ta part : c'est de ne jamais donner mon tout pour ne perdre tout .
éeeeh me voila, perdu, seule, épuisé,faible, cœur brisé ...!
Tu as choisi ta destination mais moi j'ai pas choisi mon destin
tu m'as montré un homme que tu caches au fond de toi et je te jure que personne ne pourrai l’apercevoir.
Enfin, et après tout je ne regrette pas et si j'ai envie de retourner en arrière je vais changer rien sauf que tu me mériterais .
mardi 21 janvier 2014
My man's birthday
Today, the best day in this mounth! it's the day when my first love;my man; was born.
we passed an amazing day ! i can't describe my feeling ,how happy i am! Best feeling ever: Being loved by the person you love. when i saw him , i just can't stop smiling all the time ! if i have you, if you're always mine, if you're always be in my side...everything will be okay!
I love look at him when he smiles! i can't get enough from him ! An amazing day with him...i just can't get enough from his love .
Romeo & Juliette ? - No, I prefer You & Me <3 Damn Damn Damn , everytime i see you, i fall in love all over again .
I'm going to change your life, i'm that girl :p !
I LOVE YOU ! <3
we passed an amazing day ! i can't describe my feeling ,how happy i am! Best feeling ever: Being loved by the person you love. when i saw him , i just can't stop smiling all the time ! if i have you, if you're always mine, if you're always be in my side...everything will be okay!
I love look at him when he smiles! i can't get enough from him ! An amazing day with him...i just can't get enough from his love .
Romeo & Juliette ? - No, I prefer You & Me <3 Damn Damn Damn , everytime i see you, i fall in love all over again .
I'm going to change your life, i'm that girl :p !
I LOVE YOU ! <3
dimanche 19 janvier 2014
Something ... some shit in my heart
Sometimes i feel like i'm so desappointed then you was you the reason, the reason of everything !
you're always the one for me, and you'll stay . I don't know what the fuck is wrong with you, everytime i said that you changed and you'll be better than the past i discover that i was wrong ! You'll never change ! i'm just tired of everything ... of you ! Someday; you'll regret, you'll do because you'll lose a heart that it love you more than itself ! a soul t that it love you more than itself ! a person that it love you more than itself ! A girl that she love you more than herself ..
I give you all the shit that you want ( I give you a heart ) try to not lose it ;))
I miss the old you ! the old guy that i met at the first time ...
Sometimes LOVE is not enough, if you love me prove it, if you care about me show it, if you you give a shit on me tell me ! I'm tired of beeing the one who wait your love! who wait your attention ! who wait your proves about showing me your real love !
I guess you want to move on ! I guess if i love you i'll let you go ! but i'm scared to lose you .
I LOVE YOU , IDIOT ! you must understand that ! you must understand the meaning of love.
So many tears for nothing... Silence speaks when words can't.
THE END.
you're always the one for me, and you'll stay . I don't know what the fuck is wrong with you, everytime i said that you changed and you'll be better than the past i discover that i was wrong ! You'll never change ! i'm just tired of everything ... of you ! Someday; you'll regret, you'll do because you'll lose a heart that it love you more than itself ! a soul t that it love you more than itself ! a person that it love you more than itself ! A girl that she love you more than herself ..
I give you all the shit that you want ( I give you a heart ) try to not lose it ;))
I miss the old you ! the old guy that i met at the first time ...
Sometimes LOVE is not enough, if you love me prove it, if you care about me show it, if you you give a shit on me tell me ! I'm tired of beeing the one who wait your love! who wait your attention ! who wait your proves about showing me your real love !
I guess you want to move on ! I guess if i love you i'll let you go ! but i'm scared to lose you .
I LOVE YOU , IDIOT ! you must understand that ! you must understand the meaning of love.
So many tears for nothing... Silence speaks when words can't.
THE END.
samedi 18 janvier 2014
My words have wings, but they don’t fly where I want them to.
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive !
Just keep moving forward and don't give a shit about what anybody thinks. Do what you have to do, for you. Try to make your own décisions even if you discover someday that they were wrong because at least you'll acquire wisdom if you don't succeed. Whatever comes, let it come. What stays, let it stay. What goes, let it go! Nobody can destroy your dreams just you have to kill people in your mind if you wanna change your life to the best. In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. Every second is a chance to turn your life around, everything is Ok if it's not ok then it's not the end.
Time decides who you meet in life, your heart decides who you want in your life, and your behavior decides who stays in your life. Everything is getting expensive except some people, they are getting cheaper.
N.B:
When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.
Just keep moving forward and don't give a shit about what anybody thinks. Do what you have to do, for you. Try to make your own décisions even if you discover someday that they were wrong because at least you'll acquire wisdom if you don't succeed. Whatever comes, let it come. What stays, let it stay. What goes, let it go! Nobody can destroy your dreams just you have to kill people in your mind if you wanna change your life to the best. In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. Every second is a chance to turn your life around, everything is Ok if it's not ok then it's not the end.
Time decides who you meet in life, your heart decides who you want in your life, and your behavior decides who stays in your life. Everything is getting expensive except some people, they are getting cheaper.
N.B:
When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.
vendredi 17 janvier 2014
Do you remember ? - Forever .
I'm happy right now but i'm afraid to be happy because every time i'm happy, something went wrong, and hurts me!
once upon a time, my friend ask me " you think the stories have always a happy endings ? " then i said " Happy endings are just a stories that haven't finished yet . " ! You can't really choose who you fall in love with :)
we live alone, we die alone. everything else is just an illusion.
words are just words until you prove them with actions, i may not be the best but i'm definitely not like the others.
when i close my eyes all i see is you ! I'm all yours if you are all mine, everything i do reminds me on you!
i will always care for you, even we're far, far away from each other ! cu'z you light up my world like nobody else!
Can i tell you a secret ? I've always loved you . I will never forget the moment i realised i was in love with you
once upon a time, my friend ask me " you think the stories have always a happy endings ? " then i said " Happy endings are just a stories that haven't finished yet . " ! You can't really choose who you fall in love with :)
we live alone, we die alone. everything else is just an illusion.
words are just words until you prove them with actions, i may not be the best but i'm definitely not like the others.
when i close my eyes all i see is you ! I'm all yours if you are all mine, everything i do reminds me on you!
i will always care for you, even we're far, far away from each other ! cu'z you light up my world like nobody else!
Can i tell you a secret ? I've always loved you . I will never forget the moment i realised i was in love with you
jeudi 16 janvier 2014
You can close your eyes to the things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel ! When life puts you in tough situations don't say "why me? " , say " try me ".
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same . never regret something that once made you smile. Everything happens for a reason so you must always thank God !
WORK HARD, TRUST GOD, ENJOY LIFE :-)
One of the hardest parts of life is deciding whether to walk away or try harder! Find someone who knows how lucky they are to have you !
I deserve somebody who gives a shit -_- Really !!
#Desappointed
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same . never regret something that once made you smile. Everything happens for a reason so you must always thank God !
WORK HARD, TRUST GOD, ENJOY LIFE :-)
One of the hardest parts of life is deciding whether to walk away or try harder! Find someone who knows how lucky they are to have you !
I deserve somebody who gives a shit -_- Really !!
#Desappointed
mardi 14 janvier 2014
It's a long way but i'm not lost
It's funny how i'm good at giving advice to others, but when it comes to helping myself, i don't know what to do.
Maybe i don't cry but it hurts, maybe i won't say but i feel, maybe i don't show but i care!
it kills me to imagine you with anybody else :( You are my happy place...!
But i think if i love you i should let you move on . I try not to miss you, i try to let you go, but in the end, you're always in my mind! I don't wanna lose you now i'm looking right at the other half of me!
CAN I JUST DISAPPEAR ? YOU HURT ME ENOUGH !!
I miss your smile but i miss mine more!
Someday , someone's gonna love the wanted you to need me . someday , someone's gonna take your place.
one day, i'll forget about you ! you'll see , i won't even miss you ! Someday , someday....
You are my one in 6 billion ! we may not be together but you're always in my mind.
I never thought i'd love you so much!
I miss you; there's nothing i could say, I just miss you ..........!
Maybe i don't cry but it hurts, maybe i won't say but i feel, maybe i don't show but i care!
it kills me to imagine you with anybody else :( You are my happy place...!
But i think if i love you i should let you move on . I try not to miss you, i try to let you go, but in the end, you're always in my mind! I don't wanna lose you now i'm looking right at the other half of me!
CAN I JUST DISAPPEAR ? YOU HURT ME ENOUGH !!
I miss your smile but i miss mine more!
Someday , someone's gonna love the wanted you to need me . someday , someone's gonna take your place.
one day, i'll forget about you ! you'll see , i won't even miss you ! Someday , someday....
You are my one in 6 billion ! we may not be together but you're always in my mind.
I never thought i'd love you so much!
I miss you; there's nothing i could say, I just miss you ..........!
samedi 11 janvier 2014
My first love
The first love; first met; first story...!
14th october, 2013 the story began;
from our first talk i felt that he's the chosen ! the one who will take my heart! take everything on me!
AT the beginning, i tried to understand him, know what he like or what he dislike, know what the important thing in his life, his passion, his attitude, everything about him.
the problems start ! so at the moment i don't know what to do .
i wanna just forget all the things, all the problems and start a new page with him !
i really love him a lot ! he's my first love and i can't deny i love him more than myself !
i love him cu'z not everyone thinks the way i think, knows the things i know, believes the things i believe bue he does !
14th october, 2013 the story began;
from our first talk i felt that he's the chosen ! the one who will take my heart! take everything on me!
AT the beginning, i tried to understand him, know what he like or what he dislike, know what the important thing in his life, his passion, his attitude, everything about him.
he's everything for me now, everything changed from the beginning !we was happy until this month .... he totally changed !
the problems start ! so at the moment i don't know what to do .
i wanna just forget all the things, all the problems and start a new page with him !
i really love him a lot ! he's my first love and i can't deny i love him more than myself !
i love him cu'z not everyone thinks the way i think, knows the things i know, believes the things i believe bue he does !
samedi 4 janvier 2014
chapter 1
Dear Readers;
I write cu'z i wanna share my feelings with you! I'm a teenager ; 17 years old from a beautifull city .
I passed my childhood with my grandparents, until i had 15 years old i left my hometown to live with my parents in a small city ! At the begining; i was happy for the idea but now i blame myself cu'z i found that it's a really really the worst idea ! I didn't find a good friends, i was lonely ! i passed 2years without my grand father, i miss him a lot! Some people in this city think that i'm sullfish but i don't care what they think of me, i'm proud of myself and proud of what i do ! It's my life and no one can makes me do what he wants or she wants ... I passed from a big problems 'n i still strong that's why i'm proud of me, proud of beeing me :)
I don't care about haters ! I don't care about bitches !
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