It's a long way but i'm not lost

It's funny how i'm good at giving advice to others, but when it comes to helping myself, i don't know what to do.
Maybe i don't cry but it hurts, maybe i won't say but i feel, maybe i don't show but i care!
it kills me to imagine you with anybody else :(  You are my happy place...!
But i think if i love you i should let you move on . I try not to miss you, i try to let you go, but in the end, you're always in my mind! I don't wanna lose you now i'm looking right  at the other half of me!
CAN I JUST DISAPPEAR ? YOU HURT ME ENOUGH !!
I miss your smile but i miss mine more!
Someday , someone's gonna love the wanted you to need me . someday , someone's gonna take your place.
one day, i'll forget about you ! you'll see , i won't even miss you ! Someday , someday....
You are my one in 6 billion ! we may not be together but  you're always in my mind.
I never thought i'd love you so much!
I miss you; there's nothing i could say, I just miss you ..........!