Let you go !

when i'm happy i can't stop talking but when i'm sad i don't say a word, i just keep my silence and go away, far away. Sometimes, i miss the days when the homework was just colouring, when my own dream is to see my mom the happiest women in the world, when my own hope is to growing up, when i was afraid from the darkness ... i really miss my innocent, my childhood, my smile when i was child!
I can't lie to myself, i passed with him the greatest days in my whole life, i loved him more than myself, but he always say that i'm the one who makes the problems ! okay, that's he's opinion, but he doesn't even loved me like i do, be jalous like me, be th one who says sorry, i always say sorry to him even when it's not my fault ! he makes always the bad girl ! i can't lie also   to myself nd say that he loved me because he doesn't ! he passed time with me ! he makes me just for fun and for his free time . Guess what ?  that's hurt me ! my heart just say enough ....is enough ! you make me the bad'n the uggliest  person in the world and you're just like an innocent ! you act like the innocent person who doesn't hurt people but you hurt me a lot!
take a few seconds and tell your self why she loved me ! i'll tell you why ! i loved you because only the good girls fall in love with bad boys and you're a bad boy ;)
I finally decide to let you go from my heart and my mind because you don't deserve to think about you for just a little while !